what?

Caban is so unprfessional, sampling the new cargo. Thnks he's so clever, always smiling at me and thinking he can get away with everthing. Someday he'll... well I don't know. He'll get old and so self satisfied but he'll never let this go. The sky will alwys call him back. And then he'll talk me into it too. I always get talked into things.

No harm though. I can take care of myself, except that ladder gave me some trouble tonight. Regret this in the morning. Could have made more coin if we hadn't dranken it ourselves. Stupid scout. At least we had a good night, I love when Caban thinks he's being funny. He is funny. He tries to make me laugh and its best when it works.

qWhat am I doing?